YAY – just got a paycheck! Suddenly the day seems brighter. It’s a five-weeker too. Rock on! AND NOW a service op just answered the phone! Wow! Intersections of serendipity! Woohoo!
Ameritech says: They need to know where the network interface device is, yeek. The grey box. I gotta figure that one out. I had lunch today with Brigitte at the Corner Bakery. I got to see her office finally. Shit! To think that we all have offices and jobs now is so outrageous! Ameritech has to call me back. Argh. I might just leave and go work out. I wanna deposit my check. I CANNOT BUY TOYS I CANNOT BUY TOYS I CANNOT BUY TOYS WITH THIS CHECK. Actually I just realized I haven’t paid any employment tax this year. Major important thing I need to do. Shit. Feckin’ IRS.
Still on hold. Do I hang up now and go to the gym and go home? Or do I stick it out? Oh – YAY – Tracy Chapman’s ‘Give Me One Reason’ just came on. I’ll stay for that.
“Yassir (Arafat) should have just written all of this stuff into stories and gone and retired on The Riviera.”
I’m on hold right now with Ameritech trying to figure out my DSL installation. It is bad enough being on hold but do I have to listen to ‘I Want It That Way.’ Ain’t nothin’ but a heartache.
I’m gonna go workout.
“For me, sexuality is being comfortable
with my body,” she said. “Inside, I feel my legs
don’t belong to me and they shouldn’t be there.
There is just an overwhelming sense of despair
sometimes. I don’t want to die, but there are times I
don’t want to keep living in a body that doesn’t feel